standing in front of the mirror, staring at my pale face and realize that I'm weird. I admit it. 
Today, I ask myself why I feel like a nobody?
I'll stop crying in my heart, I'll stop believing, I'll stop hoping, I'll stop dreaming
all that I want  and all that I believe are too good to be true.
I just want to live my life as usual.
I’m down on my knees praying, I cry when no one get to see me. no one knows  how much pain I had to hide, no one will ever know.